I feel alone. I know logically there are things I can do to better it. But I have no confidence in it.
I can’t talk without going red, messing up, stumbling over my words, or saying something I perceive as weird or stupid. Even had a regression point with my speech impediment and what feels like my intelligence. There wasn’t a lot to begin with.
I can’t help but feeling like a burden. So it’s easier to stay away from everyone but all that isolation, has put myself on a position where I have no one.
It sucks. I’m not trying to complain since it was my own decision that but me here but damn it sucks. It’s nice getting it off my chest though.
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