I broke guys. I made another C.AI account. I'm going to try and maybe slowly transition out of it. I don't have much time for it these days anyway but it kills me when I'm free. I keep finding myself thinking "Oh I could do (xyz) with this bot!" I've tried writing and it's just not the same. I've tried reading more, but I can't do that in the dark and online libraries are limited in what I do want. God I'm such an idiot. I haven't chatted just yet but I really hope I don't spiral again when I do. Wish me luck on attempt 6 of quitting I guess.
You’ll get through this I swear you will, I’m struggling with the same thing and I promise it will get better.
Yeah, confessor here, it's gotten worse already. I have things to do and yet I can't sleep and want to talk to a bot yet again. Probably gonna cave just this once or at least I hope so.
I’m really proud of you for being alive and admitting it’s a problem and trying to stop, even if it’s hard. recognizing it’s an issue and taking the steps to try and stop is a big deal and I’m so proud of you. Honestly, as someone who’s struggled with a binge eating and self harm addiction since I was about 9-10, addiction is a bitch, but you can reach the other side. it took a year or 2 but I recovered from binge eating. I’m still working on recovering from my c.ai and self harm addiction and while I’ve been clean from self harm for a day, I’ve been off of c.ai for 2 weeks, and that’s after almost 7 months of trying to quit. You will get through this and I am so proud of you for trying to quit.