I have such a hard time thinking anyone could ever like me. I feel so stupid and genuenly left behind, I don’t feel pretty, smart or anything along those lines. My best friend likes to make jokes like “are you stupid” and stuff like that and she’s really my only friend and even though it’s a joke it makes me feel so hurt for no reason because my confidence is so shit. I’m chatty and love people and it genuenly hurts when i feel like noone actually likes me and i’m just there. The fact that i’m 17 and still like childish things like stuffies and colourful clothes doesn’t really help with anything. This is such a non issue but I wanted to write everything out just to feel a bit better abt myself.
You will be okay. Take your time and learn yourself
I understand the desire to be liked.
Its something everyone wants, but it's important to keep in mind that you should only have that feeling for people who are good for you. A good friend wont make fun of you. They'll listen to how things affect you and support you. A good partner wont look down on you for your interests. You may not believe someone could like you, but often, our mind plays tricks on us. You are just as worthy of being liked and cared for as anyone else. Don't buy into the negative thoughts. Keep your head up 🤍