It makes me sad that when I was younger, I didn't know my worth. I didn't know what abuse or cohersion was, if I did I wouldn't have let men love bomb me and force me into uncomfortable situations. Please always follow your gut, don't let anyone make you uncomfortable or force you into a bad situation. It's okay to talk about this stuff, your worth more than what you think.
Even if you didn’t know your worth before, it’s better that you’ve known it now than never, it must’ve been difficult having to derange through all of those situations. You’re strong for enduring them, I admire your capability and resilience, and I appreciate your dedication for speaking up about this issue, I hope that life is treating you better than the men that dared to disdain you from your worth.