I’ve not been able to tell my mother that I can’t sleep at night due to my dad’s passing. Does the grief I feel with not being there for his final moments ever get easier to manage?
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Your father knew you well and deeply. He would have understood your circumstances. He may have preferred you be with him, but he certainly wants the best for you. Try to move on, if not for yourself, then for him. Remember him, cherish him, but move beyond his death.
Yes it does. It might take a long time, but it does. Take time for yourself, and spend more time with your mother.
Pray to him ... his spirit will feel you. He still exists, just not on this plane.
I am so sorry for your loss.
Yes you will heal with time. It's ok to be sad and feel hopeless and lost. You will heal and get stronger, even while always loving and missing your dad. I'm sure he'd want you to heal and get stronger bit by bit.