my boyfriend doesnt actually love me, at least i dont think he does. and i hate it so much, but i hate that i still love him and still try to be with him even though its clear hes not as invested as i am.
were going to college next summer, and if i get in to the school i want to get into, ill be states away. its hard for me to cope with the fact that im with someone who probably wont miss me when im gone, with him being someone i miss every day at least once even now.
and ill still stay with him because thats all i know how to do. and i do love him. so i will stay.
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