I have a giant crush on a guy I met online. I know we'll only be online friends. We're becoming distant anyways with university... Eventually, we'll go our separate ways. At most we might play games together, I don't know. I just really wish he wasn't so perfect. I'm so jealous of everybody who gets to be around him in real life.
Everyone can seem perfect as an avatar. Know that you are only seeing a filleted part of a person with communicating online. Your head is making then seen more ideal than they likely actually are
Figure out what lesson you needed to learn about yourself through this