I have dirty dishes piled up all over the counter for several years, I am going to buy a thing of paper plates to give myself time to catch up on all these dishes.
I'm not going to say I understand your situation, I'm sure you get that enough with whoever you say this to, but I get the feeling of not being able to do something because you feel like you can't do it or you just can't do it in general but please, if not for the sake of your sink or yourself, do it for someone who cares about you in your life, or do it for that one person on the internet that is currently worrying about your condition, not in a creepy way, but just in a "hang in there cuzz" kinda way
- rando on the internet :P
Not judging. Focus on one task at a time. Do it completely, reward yourself. Have a glass of wine, flick your bean, walk in the park, whatever...start the next task. Good luck.