I miss you Sara. Even though I met you when I was straying. Even though you left when I told you. However brief it was, you ignited something in me I didnt know was still there. I hope life treats you well.
Met an attractive woman at the beach yesterday. She was vacationing and I live nearby. We talked and I became erect. See noticed, we lol.
If you didn't work to pursue her then you never were soul mates. Move on.
You are too self-absorbed in you own exaggerated drama. Love yourself and find another. Don't dwell on what you could not sustain.